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"Don't give up and do your best. You have people that do care and are willing to let you lean on them until you regain your balance once more."

Because you believed in me at weakest moments and pushed me to be and do better, I know I can be better. I love you, ladies. You know who you are :)

One of my many New Year Resolutions is to be nicer and strengthen/maintain my friendships.

This is difficult on so many levels. No matter what the relationship (friendship, love, partnership at work, etc), it's hard to work things out when only one person is trying. I shall persist though... at least, I hope so.

The nicer thing... here is my FAIL story first...

In class with about 200+ people!...
girl: Is our final going to be by you or ACS? [American Chemical Society]
Prof: By me.
girl: Because I like it when it's by the professor because I know how he tests (blah blah blah....)
me: Bitch! Nobody cares!

I know it was loud enough for the girl next to me to hear it. She started laughing which made me realize I had actually said it haahahaa whoops. BUT REALLY THOUGH! He already answered your question that would concern the whole class. We don't need your extra commentary.

Anyway, other than that. I've been pretty nice. I've given people yet another chance, despite my previous conclusions about them.

I know I can be mean, sarcastic, and A LOT of other awful things, BUT I do truly believe I'm a pretty good person and hey, like I said, I'm working on it. BABY STEPS, people.

I mean if you need some random person to rant to, cry to, talk to, hug, or whatever, I'm here for you. I mean I'll probably have to get over the initial awkwardness of "WOW, why is ___ talking to me?"
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In other news, I didn't know I could sprint as fast as I did in practice the other day.

Comparative Vertebrate Anatomy - 5 credits b/c it's a lecture & lab is going to kick my ass :(

I'm wearing my glow in the dark nail polish Melicia got me. I like to make them look like a mouth laughing at night MWAH HAH HAH HAH HAH :D

I'm going to try to take AND print more pictures this year... as in at least 200! or however many it takes to fill up my photo album.

Alrighty then, good night :D

ps
weight gain FAILED.
started off 112.4
maxed at 115
back down to 113.4 :( dagnabit. I'M STILL TRYING THOUGH!